Psychopathy, Psychopaths & Psychopathic Behavior

Sanjay Kishore Dadlani
Middlesex University Student Residing In The UK

Sanjay poorly attempted to profile me as a “psychopath” on his blog. Sanjay (in the past) also attempted to profile Sathya Sai Baba and Lisa as “schizophrenic”. First and foremost, Sanjay does not possess any credentials as a doctor, therapist or medical practitioner. Therefore, Sanjay’s opinions and assessments are those of a layman. I see no reason why I shouldn’t subject Sanjay to the same profiling he subjects others to. Let us take a look at psychopaths and how Sanjay fits the profile of one:

REFERENCE: Hare’s PCL-R 20-item checklist is based on Cleckley’s 16-item checklist, and the following is a discussion of the concepts in the PCL-R:

REFERENCE: The PCL-R can be reduced to two stable factors (some evidence for three factors but unstable at this point). Factor 1–comprises the affective and interpersonal style of the individual and includes such items as superficial charm, grandiosity, lying and manipulativeness, affective shallowness, absence of remorse, and lack of empathy. Items loading on Factor 1

- 01. GLIB and SUPERFICIAL CHARM — the tendency to be smooth, engaging, charming, slick, and verbally facile. Psychopathic charm is not in the least shy, self-conscious, or afraid to say anything. A psychopath never gets tongue-tied. They have freed themselves from the social conventions about taking turns in talking, for example.
Reference:

  1. Studmuffin Sanjay

Also evidenced by 4,349 posts under the name “saiexposed420″ (Ref); 1,132 posts under the name “dark_knight_9″ (Ref); 571 posts under the name “innitball” (Ref); 170 posts under the name “sai-charan.geo” (Ref); 29 posts under the name “donmakaveli22″ (Ref). This totals 6,251 posts made in 55 months. This results in a daily average of 3.8 messages made every day for 4 years and 7 months! These are Sanjay’s postings made exclusively on this single Yahoo Group, which does not account for Sanjay’s numerous other posts on groups, forums, blogs, boards, etc. Therefore, it is abundantly clear that Sanjay is a slick and verbally facile person. Sanjay is also well-known for his weasel-like way of explaining away anything and everything in his typical wordy and garrulous replies. Sanjay never shuts up and has a compulsive need to always have the last word. Sanjay is a first-class deceiver, twister, misrepresenter and inaccurate-paraphraser. Despite professing to be a devotee of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu and Lord Krishna, Sanjay is not afraid or shy to use profanity, sexually explicit language or loosely defame others without remorse. Therefore, Sajay exhibits a psychopath’s glibness and superficial charm.

- 02. GRANDIOSE SELF-WORTH — a grossly inflated view of one’s abilities and self-worth, self-assured, opinionated, cocky, a braggart. Psychopaths are arrogant people who believe they are superior human beings.
Reference:

  1. Studmuffin Sanjay
  2. Sanjay’s Love Life Trumps London Attacks
  3. StreetBitches Blog

There is no doubt that Sanjay is highly opinionated, arrogant, cocky and a braggart. Sanjay believes he is superior to others, speaks condescendingly to others, unremittingly attempts to invalidate others and attempts to situate himself as being superior to others by calling his opponents “stupid”, “idiots”, “bitches”, “sluts”, “morons”, “faggots”, “hypocritical schmucks”, “arseholes”, “scumballs”, “liars”, “demented”, “psychotic”, “sick twisted shitty pieces of SCUM”, “dumbasses”, “schizoids”, “dumbfucks”, “retards”, “fools”, etc. Sanjay arrogantly brags about his promiscuous sexual escapades and chronic drinking problems. Although Sanjay has divulged vast amounts of information about himself and his profound psychological problems, he unremittingly castigates others for faults he has fully conceded having himself. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s gradiose sense of self-worth.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
It is absolutely imperative that female visitors to this site fall in love with me – and fall in love with me, they will – and get it on. First I will have to woo them with my fun-loving and energetic personality. When I succeed in making them think what a great guy I am and how fantastic it would be to get with me (“I MUST have that boy!”), then I will have considered my mission a success. What a complete studmuffin I am. Who can resist me?

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
So it seems that most of the time I just like to pose as some big pundit and throw my weight around like some big know-it-all. Sometimes I think it is unfair to label someone as a know-it-all, especially when that is ultimately an admirable quality, knowing so much about Krishna or Gaura-lila.

- 04. PATHOLOGICAL LYING — can be moderate or high; in moderate form, they will be shrewd, crafty, cunning, sly, and clever; in extreme form, they will be deceptive, deceitful, underhanded, unscrupulous, manipulative, and dishonest.
Reference:

  1. Sanjay’s Yahoo Photo Album Lies
  2. More Lies: Trying to Keep Up
  3. Did Dr. Naresh Bhatia Molest Females?
  4. Is Tony O’Clery Bisexual/Homosexual And A Molestor?
  5. Was Glen Meloy A “Disturbed Person”?
  6. Arnold Schulman And The Alleged “Serpentine Lie”
  7. The Aghori Vimalananda Lie
  8. Kishore Dadlani – Vicious Slanderer Extraordinaire
  9. Pious Pretenses
  10. Sanjay’s Pseudo-Devotee Status
  11. The Meat Eating Vegetarian
  12. A Long History Of Telling Untruths

Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s tendency to lie pathologically.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
I knew sadhus in India who have lived to be over 300 years old.

- 05. CONNING AND MANIPULATIVENESS – the use of deceit and deception to cheat, con, or defraud others for personal gain; distinguished from Item #4 in the degree to which exploitation and callous ruthlessness is present, as reflected in a lack of concern for the feelings and suffering of one’s victims.
Reference:

  1. StreetBitches Blog
  2. Sanjay And The Satanic Bible
  3. What Kishore Dadlani Really Thinks Of Women

Also, see Point 04. Sanjay is notorious for his use of deceit and deception against Sathya Sai Baba, devotees and proponents. Even when Sanjay was a devotee of Sathya Sai Baba, he resorted to deceit and deception to slur and defame his opponents (Reference). Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s tendency to be conning and manipulative.

- 06. LACK OF REMORSE OR GUILT — a lack of feelings or concern for the losses, pain, and suffering of victims; a tendency to be unconcerned, dispassionate, coldhearted, and unempathic. This item is usually demonstrated by a disdain for one’s victims.
Reference:

  1. StreetBitches Blog
  2. Sanjay Rejoiced When Sai Baba Temples Bombed
  3. Sanjay’s Love Life Trumps London Attacks
  4. What Kishore Dadlani Really Thinks Of Women
  5. Newest Defamation Campaign

Although Sanjay hypocritically claims he is sympathetic with alleged victims of sexual abuse, he made fun of the sexual abuse endured by Lisa and said “It was just a cheap ploy to gain attention and sympathy. That’s right, isn’t it?” Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s lack of remorse or guilt.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Friday, September 16, 2005; Title: “Birthday Blues”:
Anyway fuck ‘em all…It’s almost like my entire soul seems to be filled with poison. I don’t know how else to describe it. I either feel just very vacant or empty, and at other times I just feel consumed by bitterness, anger and hatred. Consumed by poison. It’s like when I close my eyes, I can actually feel the loneliness surrounding me, choking and suffocating me. Or at least my senses seem to sink within myself and become dull. A pessimistic attitude tints my vision and I cannot seem to understand other people’s emotions except mine. Yes, I may laugh at comedies but usually only at the sarcastic jokes, which seem to be an extension of the frustration and bitterness in my soul…I guess I can just envision myself hooking up with some cute little bitch and then messing up her head in the worst way possible, leaving her all fucked-up and broken-hearted. That’s almost satanic and is something that I could normally never do, but these days I just don’t seem to care. Am I becoming evil? Yes I am, and I think it’s way overdue. WAY overdue. People have been evil to me so it’s justice when they get the same shit done to them. And fuck all of that shit about karma and endless continuing cycles. I ain’t got time for that nonviolent bollocks. I really shouldn’t be here, but I am and I just have to do anything to survive. So everyone can go FUCK themselves…Seems that all people are essentially fucking selfish self-interested arseholes who do not have the capability of reaching out to other people and feeling their pain because they’re so FUCKING SELF-ABSORBED AND WRAPPED UP IN THEIR OWN.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Thursday, July 28, 2005; Title: “more crap”?
She’s probably immersed in her own problems and fucking insecurities, stupid insecurities which never meant shit to me and which she always made a big issue about. IT DIDN’T MATTER- NONE OF IT EVER MATTERED TO ME, but she just didn’t get it.

- 07. SHALLOW AFFECT — emotional poverty or a limited range or depth of feelings; interpersonal coldness in spite of signs of open gregariousness.
Reference:

  1. StreetBitches Blog
  2. Sanjay Rejoiced When Sai Baba Temples Bombed
  3. What Kishore Dadlani Really Thinks Of Women
  4. Sanjay’s Love Life Trumps London Attacks
  5. Newest Defamation Campaign
  6. The Angel Of Death: Azra`iL

Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s shallow affect.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Friday, September 16, 2005; Title: “Birthday Blues”:
It’s almost like my entire soul seems to be filled with poison. I don’t know how else to describe it. I either feel just very vacant or empty, and at other times I just feel consumed by bitterness, anger and hatred. Consumed by poison. It’s like when I close my eyes, I can actually feel the loneliness surrounding me, choking and suffocating me. Or at least my senses seem to sink within myself and become dull. A pessimistic attitude tints my vision and I cannot seem to understand other people’s emotions except mine.

- 08. CALLOUSNESS and LACK OF EMPATHY — a lack of feelings toward people in general; cold, contemptuous, inconsiderate, and tactless.
Reference:

  1. StreetBitches Blog
  2. Sanjay Rejoiced When Sai Baba Temples Bombed
  3. Sanjay’s Love Life Trumps London Attacks
  4. What Kishore Dadlani Really Thinks Of Women
  5. Newest Defamation Campaign

Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s callousness and lack of empathy.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Friday, September 16, 2005; Title: “Birthday Blues”:
Anyway fuck ‘em all…It’s almost like my entire soul seems to be filled with poison. I don’t know how else to describe it. I either feel just very vacant or empty, and at other times I just feel consumed by bitterness, anger and hatred. Ever since SHE left, anyway. Consumed by poison. It’s like when I close my eyes, I can actually feel the loneliness surrounding me, choking and suffocating me. Or at least my senses seem to sink within myself and become dull. A pessimistic attitude tints my vision and I cannot seem to understand other people’s emotions except mine.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Friday, October 07, 2005; Title: “Anger”:
The more she leaves it, the more angry and tense I’m getting. This crap needs to be resolved. Fucking bitches, they owe me something. And every day that passes ain’t helping their fucking case. Oh boy, am I getting madder and madder by the day. Oh boy, am I gonna burn them alive or what? They all fucking try this shit with me. As if I’sm some kinda lame dog or something that’ll let it go. Ooh, hell no! I am NOT gonna be letting this shit go, especially from fucking nervous cowards who ain’t even got the guts to come and face me.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Friday, October 07, 2005; Title: “Update”:
I took a bottle of whisky coz I thought it’d be fun to have a drink as well as put us in the mood and all that. Throwing away your inhibitions and all that shit. And frankly, because she’s not that much of a looker, I figure I’d need it. Harsh I agree, but hey, that’s just the way it goes. I really don’t give a shit no more.

- 16. FAILURE TO ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY FOR OWN ACTIONS — a failure to accept responsibility for one’s actions reflected in low conscientiousness, an absence of dutifulness, antagonistic manipulation, denial of responsibility, and an effort to manipulate others through this denial.
Reference:

  1. StreetBitches Blog
  2. Sanjay Rejoiced When Sai Baba Temples Bombed
  3. Bitter And Poison
  4. Sanjay: Multiple Personalities?
  5. Sanjay Dadlani’s Serious Drinking Problems
  6. Proof Sanjay Dadlani Is Mentally Disturbed
  7. Bad Pudgy Finger Day

No matter what happens, it’s never Sanjay’s fault. Sanjay ceaselessly lives in denial, plays the victim, constantly justifies his actions by whining and throwing hissy fits, engages in blame mentality and accuses others for his negative experiences and bleak outlooks on life. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopaths failure to accept responsibility for his own actions.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Tuesday, August 23, 2005; Title: “A Shit Life”:
There’s not much point in being nice to people when you get sweet FA in return. And if things are like that in your own blood, then what is there to say about friends? THERE AIN’T NO FRIENDS! It’s the fucking same everywhere, no one cares about you really and they all wanna just use you for something. And “love” dosn’t exist either; it’s all a crock of marketing shit created by Hallmark to sell cards.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Tuesday, August 23, 2005; Title: “Sadness”:
Overwhelming despair welling up deep in my heart. No recourse to turn to, no one to hold. Tears of sadness flow from my eyes as I weep in the darkness for release. No one hears the bitter sobs as I cry for a saviour to liberate my soul from this gutter. The chains of iniquity lie around my neck and my hands are tied together with the rope of regret while the children outside laugh and play in joyful glee. I close my eyes and feel the waves of misery crash on the rocks of my heart and sway my body to the rhythm of the vulture’s call.

Factor 2–comprises the more behavioral aspects of psychopathy and includes items describing an impulsive, antisocial lifestyle including early behavior problems, juvenie delinquency, aggressive behavior, proneness to boredom, absence of planning, and irresponsibility as an adult. The characteristics of APD reflect mainly this second factor of the PCL-R. Items loading on Factor 2

- 03. NEED FOR STIMULATION or PRONENESS TO BOREDOM — an excessive need for novel, thrilling, and exciting stimulation; taking chances and doing things that are risky. Psychopaths often have a low self-discipline in carrying tasks through to completion because they get bored easily. They fail to work at the same job for any length of time, for example, or to finish tasks that they consider dull or routine:
This entire article is proof that Sanjay suffers from a compulsive need for stimulation and is prone to boredom. Sanjay loves the thrill of the fight and his numerous (and extremely verbose) posts on the internet show he has lots of time on his hands to widdle away. Sanjay’s StreetBitches Blog also proves that he needs stimulation and is willing to break the law to get off on his cheap, thrilling and risky behavior. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s need for stimulation and proneness to boredom.

- 09. PARASITIC LIFESTYLE — an intentional, manipulative, selfish, and exploitative financial dependence on others as reflected in a lack of motivation, low self-discipline, and inability to begin or complete responsibilities:
At the age of 28, Sanjay still lives at home with his parents and leeches off of them (indicating an intentional, manipulative, selfish and exploitive financial dependence on them). Sanjay also whined about not receiving gifts on his birthday or at Christmas (which his Hare Krishna family does not celebrate). When terrorist bombings occurred in London, all Sanjay could think about was himself, his groin and his love life (Reference). Sanjay is unusually egocentric, self-focused and can only think of what should benefit him. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s parasitic lifestyle.

- 10. POOR BEHAVIORAL CONTROLS — expressions of irritability, annoyance, impatience, threats, aggression, and verbal abuse; inadequate control of anger and temper; acting hastily:
On the page that lists most of my exposures about Sanjay (Reference), one can see all the signs of his irritability, annoyance, impatience, threats, aggression, and verbal abuse. This type of verbal abuse has been specifically discussed on Tapati And Her Sanjay-Repercussions and evidenced on the following small sampling of Yahoo Posts: 01; 02; 03; 04; 05; 06; 07; 08; 09; 10; 11; 12; 13; 14; 15; 16; 17; 18; 19; 20; 21; 22; 23. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s poor behavior controls.

- 12. EARLY BEHAVIOR PROBLEMS — a variety of behaviors prior to age 13, including lying, theft, cheating, vandalism, bullying, sexual activity, fire-setting, glue-sniffing, alcohol use, and running away from home:
See: The Aghori Vimalananda Lie (where Sanjay claimed being sexually active at 7 year of age and had sex for a quick lay in the guise of spirituality). Sanjay suffers from hysterical deafness since the age of 5 and claimed he was abused (sexually?) in the Hare Krishnas as a child. This may be the root cause for Sanjay’s pathological lying, bullying, drinking problems and promiscuous sexual behavior. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s early behavioral problems.

- 13. LACK OF REALISTIC, LONG-TERM GOALS — an inability or persistent failure to develop and execute long-term plans and goals; a nomadic existence, aimless, lacking direction in life:
On his former Killuminati Blog (Saturday, October 22, 2005; Title: “A Change of Direction?”), Sanjay said: “It is no wonder that I have started to feel full of rage, hate and anger. It is no wonder that I have started to seriously contemplate on and accept the possibility of the darker forces in life. It is no wonder that I have started to set my sights on the lower and fringe sections of society. It is no wonder that I read ‘The Satanic Bible’ by Anton Szandor LaVey. It is no wonder that I have started to lose my motivation and risk the future of several important life-projects that I am currently undertaking.” Not only this, but Sanjay also talked about his overwhelming despair in life and his desire to cut his flesh with razors and blow out his brains with a gun after licking the barrel with his tongue (Reference). Sanjay fully condeded he suffers from depression (Reference) and is full of anger, hatred, poison and bitterness (Reference). Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s lack of realistic, long-term goals.

- 14. IMPULSIVITY — the occurrence of behaviors that are unpremeditated and lack reflection or planning; inability to resist temptation, frustrations, and urges; a lack of deliberation without considering the consequences; foolhardy, rash, unpredictable, erratic, and reckless:
Sanjay’s former Killuminiti Blog, StreetBitches Blog, requests for Jesus, Disney & Biblical Pornography, views on Child And Teen Porn, lies about being a porn investigator and working for the IWF all point to the occurance of behaviors that not only lack reflection and consideration of consequences, they are also foolhardy, rash, erratic and reckless. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s impulsivity.

- 15. IRRESPONSIBILITY — repeated failure to fulfill or honor obligations and commitments; such as not paying bills, defaulting on loans, performing sloppy work, being absent or late to work, failing to honor contractual agreements:
See the following quote. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s irresponsibility.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Saturday, October 22, 2005; Title: “A Change of Direction?”:
It is thus no wonder that I am wallowing in disillusion these days. It is no wonder that I have accepted the possibility that I will transform into a sad, lonely, bitter twisted old man. It is no wonder that I have started to feel full of rage, hate and anger. It is no wonder that I have started to seriously contemplate on and accept the possibility of the darker forces in life. It is no wonder that I have started to set my sights on the lower and fringe sections of society. It is no wonder that I read ‘The Satanic Bible’ by Anton Szandor LaVey. It is no wonder that I have started to lose my motivation and risk the future of several important life-projects that I am currently undertaking. It is no wonder that, to appease my tortured soul, I listen to metal. Not just any metal, mind you, Motorhead and a little Metallica is the stuff that oils my wheels these days. Regarding my taking a turn for all of this negativity, what else is there?

- 18. JUVENILE DELINQUENCY — behavior problems between the ages of 13-18; mostly behaviors that are crimes or clearly involve aspects of antagonism, exploitation, aggression, manipulation, or a callous, ruthless tough-mindedness:
See The Aghori Vimalananda Lie (where Sanjay claimed being sexually active at 7 year of age and had sex for a quick lay in the guise of spirituality).

- 19. REVOCATION OF CONDITION RELEASE — a revocation of probation or other conditional release due to technical violations, such as carelessness, low deliberation, or failing to appear:
Unknown at this time.

Items that do not load on either factor:

- 17. MANY SHORT-TERM MARITAL RELATIONSHIPS — a lack of commitment to a long-term relationship reflected in inconsistent, undependable, and unreliable commitments in life, including marital:
See Point 11. Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s many short-term relationships.

- 20. CRIMINAL VERSATILITY — a diversity of types of criminal offenses, regardless if the person has been arrested or convicted for them; taking great pride at getting away with crimes.
Reference:

  1. StreetBitches Blog
  2. Sanjay’s Purchase Of Illegal Drugs And Racist Comments
  3. Sanjay’s Receipt Of Illegal Child Pornography
  4. A Long History Of Telling Untruths

Sanjay unapologetically takes great pride in his crimes of defamation, purchase of illegal street drugs, receipt of illegal child pornography and the sexual exploitation of innocent teenagers, mothers and Middlesex University students. Sanjay lied about working for the IWF as an child porn investigator (a claim subsequently proven to be a bold-faced lie) and fully conceded that he received illegal child pornography (a claim he later retracted). Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s criminal versatility.

- 11. PROMISCUOUS SEXUAL BEHAVIOR — a variety of brief, superficial relations, numerous affairs, and an indiscriminate selection of sexual partners; the maintenance of several relationships at the same time; a history of attempts to sexually coerce others into sexual activity or taking great pride at discussing sexual exploits or conquests.
Reference:

  1. SuicideGirls.com & The Gothic Vaishnava
  2. Another Example Of Sanjay’s Perversity
  3. Sanjay’s Views On Teen Porn & Child Pornography
  4. Sanjay & Gomorrah: Dadlani’s Jesus Sex Fetish
  5. What Kishore Dadlani Really Thinks Of Women
  6. Sanjay Kishore Dadlani’s StreetBitches Blog
  7. More Proof Sanjay Created The StreetBitches Blog
  8. Sanjay’s Requests For Pornographic Material

Therefore, Sanjay exhibits a psychopath’s promiscuous sexual behavior.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Tuesday, May 25, 2004; Title: “Trains Jesus Girls Sex Rant”:
YES ALRIGHT! It should be obvious to you by now that I get off on three main things about women: Long hair, strappy shoes and knee-high boots. Miniskirts are always good, though it doesn’t turn me on that much as it did in my teenage days. Man, those days, I would have shagged anything that moved. I remember some guy told me a funny motto: “If it moves, fuck it; if it doesn’t, fuck it till it does!”

Well, gimme a break. If I didn’t get turned on by external things then I may as well cut off my penis. Of course I’m not shallow enough not to hang out with women if they are not that pretty or if they’re not wearing the right things. Of course personality counts for a lot, but come on, anyone gotta agree with me that its so much better if the female you’re with is adorned (yes, adorned) with boots that reach right up to your knee. Who knows why it is so sexy? It just is! And I wouldn’t wanna take ‘em off either. The best sex anybody can ever have is kinky. Slightly kinky or mega-kinky, whichever works for you. But you need that little bit of chili sauce to spice up the meal. Reminds me of that sex scene in ‘Frankie & Johnny’ when Al Pacino fucked Michelle Pfeiffer’s waitress friend, I distinctly remember that line when the friend told Michelle “I even kept my pumps on!” Stupid Pacino, he wasn’t turned on by those pumps, the lame fucker. He’s actually one of my favourite actors (the other being Jack Nicholson) but it really pissed me off that he wasn’t turned on by a woman who kept her shoes on in bed. If you just happen to like straight man-on-top missionary sex, good luck matey, next stop Boredom City. You’ll meet Al Pacino there, tell him I say ‘hi’.

Boots are great, they confer automatic sexiness on whoever wears them. A girl who wears boots has got Goddess Status. Just try it out and see girls, put on a pair of boots and see how many guys have their tongues hanging out licking the dirty pavement behind you, all willing to be your slave. Not that I’m like that, oh no, I can control myself, heh.

But eh, its one of my fetishes so sue me. Strappy shoes are cool too but they are so last year. It was fun when just a few women were wearing them but it got a bit boring when everybody and anybody had strappy shoes. Otherwise seriously, some girls I totally RUINED them when they wore strappies in bed. God, they look so amazing and so horny. I’m not into feet, I’m into the shoes. The way the designer made these shoes so that they swirl perfectly around a girl’s ankles is just PURE ECSTASY. Sometimes you come across a picture of a porn star (like Sylvia Saint, cough cough) or some other woman wearing these high-heels with straps that swirl themselves all the way up the girl’s calves: Paradise. Last summer I was seriously into strappy shoes – I would have been anybody’s slave if they wore strappy shoes – until the summer ended and everyone started wearing knee-high boots instead, ostensibly to cover up their legs.

What does that mean for me, though? Does it mean that my fetishes are according to the latest fashion? Are they permanent or temporary? Are some of them permanent and some others temporary? Who knows? Time will tell I guess. The Permanency of People’s Sexual Kinks – that would make an interesting psychological study, I’ll say! Probably even better than the Hite Report. But then the Hite Report(s) was simply a study into sexual behaviour and not a study of the psychology behind it per se. All I know is that I was around 12 years old when I first became aware of sex and its appendages. My earliest fantasies used to revolve around licking pussy – I was seriously into that then, too – and I know for a fact that I ain’t THAT much into it now. Yes, you heard. My idea of having sex in those days was simply to go down on a girl and make her scream. Lucky girls eh. These days, muff-diving well, I’ll do it but I ain’t keen on it. Sorry. When I finally lost my virginity, it was to a girl who initially refused to do anything except suck dick, so I guess I was into that for a while. Who doesn’t like a girl who sucks dick anyway? It was not like I had any choice though.

Later I did other things with this girl and that became fun, but the memory of those earliest oral pleasures have always stayed with me. She was a girl who had her own house and whose boyfriend was away for long periods. It was fun to go around to her house and fuck her while she was washing the dishes, she only lived up the road. The kitchen is such an inventive place to fuck; all sorts of positions can be got into and all sortsa things can be played with. This reminds me of a fantasy I had about two years ago. Picture this: a woman in the kitchen, doing whatever she’s doing – cooking, making tea, whatever – and engrossed in that activity, completely naked except for high-heeled strappy shoes. Nothing too kinky about that, sorry to disappoint. But this fantasy didn’t turn out to be REAL for you did it?! ;) And that girl constantly teased me about it by muttering “Clack clack” under her breath every time she saw me. It turned me on every time.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Friday, May 28, 2004; Title: “Rock Pick Up”:
As I looked in the direction of the oncoming buses, I spotted two faces in the crowd. Hot damn, two rock chicks were coming. At least, I guessed they were rockbirds judging from their clothes and hair. One of them had dyed their hair in that EXCELLENT black-dye with a red tinge. Although I’m a fan of the bluish tinge myself, it didn’t look so bad. She was accompanied by a blonde friend who looked like a cross-between Melinda Messenger and Danii Minogue. Weird concept, but she looked nice. :) And as I was looking in their direction, they were looking in mine. In fact, the reddish one checked me out a total of three times before they both passed by behind me. Oh man, I had to do it, I had to turn my head around and check out their butts, I couldn’t help myself. Sure enough, the reddish one had a cute TIGHT booty that looked like it was about to spill out of her pants – LUSH! Before I could check out the blonde one, she had already turned back to check me out. She realised that I was checking them both out and laughed to her reddish friend. And turned back.

I had to do it, I had to talk to them. Rock chicks are my latest muse these days, making me go weak at the knees. The little conversation was so hilarious. Here is the gist of it:

Me: Hi.
Both: Hi.
Me: Where you guys from?
Both: [Answer unclear, but who gives a crap? ;)]
Me: Oh right, sorry about looking like that, you guys were so pretty it’s hard not to.
Blonde: Do you want to fuck us both?

MY GOD! What were they on?

Me: Yeah alright, why not? Right now?
Reddish: No not now, but we are going to Fabric tomorrow night or Saturday, you wanna come?
Me: Oh yeah I know that place very well. Go there all the time.
Blonde: Well ok, here is my number.

[Number swaps take place]

[Goodbyes]

What can I say? Rock chicks, umm.. ROCK!

It’s gotta be the Jesus look, I swear. Too many ladies have been passing me stares ever since the Jesus thing started.

Jesus, I love you so much man. You know I been a bad boy at times, but you ROCK! Your look is massive, I love it!

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Tuesday, June 01, 2004; Title: “ROCK ON!!”?:
Remember those rock chicks I met on the street the other day? Well, the plan was to go on a date on Saturday night, but it got cancelled for reasons best known only to them. Still, they mentioned that they’d be having a party at their place in Kingsbury today (Bank Holiday Monday) and gave me directions and further info.

I was all set. I was looking forward to it. I never been with rock girls before and all sorts of thoughts flooded my mind. Are they kinky? Are they into whips and chains? Are they gonna play metal there? What they gonna be wearing? How nasty can they get usually? My mind was a blur.

Well never mind. To cut a long story short, I got there, did the business, went home.

And I was right, by the way, the girl with the reddish-tinge black hair dye was pure juice.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Wednesday, July 20, 2005; Title: “Return Of The BLOG!”:
The ex before the ex, Bhavna, really and shittily screwed me up so bad that I’m almost burnt for life.

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Killuminati Blog; Tuesday, October 04, 2005; Title: “Shalene”:
Why is it that this fucking shit happens to me EVERY time? Usually I treat girls like the fucking sluts that they ARE, but the very moment I actually start to believe that someone among them can be a ittle different; warm, honest, loving, trusting and all of that shit, and I actually start beliving in that love shit in that a so as I start to IDEALISE them and hold them as “perfect” in my mind, they somehow fall down and the whole thing goes to shit. I mean sometimes I wonder if the jinx is in me; maybe my association causes other people to become deviants or so form an accepted moral code. But, in any case, just look at the lame horny sluts that I have after me; there’s Redhead Anna, there’s Miss PAraguay and so many promiscuous fuck swho if I’d sleep with I’d probably pick up some unknown STD. So why should I keep crying over HER and miss HER when I have so many fucking SLUTS to enjoy with?

Quotable Quotes From Sanjay Dadlani:
Istagosthi.org forum; September 2003:
When I was receiving my Aghora training, I was taught to visualise myself as Shiva and my partner as Shakti, and thus our “union” was in fact divine. So anyway I learnt all of these sexual tricks ansd may other Ahori rites of passage that are in fact extremely valuable to the spiritual aspirant who can be follwing ANY spiritual path. There are certain principles that are the common basis of all religions and spiritual paths, and I learnt these. Was I interested in Aghora to reach Maa, or wa smy devotion false and did I just want a quick lay in the guise of spirituality? Reflectively, it was obviously the latter in not so many words.

Pretty shocking and scary? Huh? This is the mentally disturbed person who is attempting to expose Sathya Sai Baba and who has received the full support and promotion of Anti-Sai Sites. The tide has turned and Anti-Sai Activists (writhing their fingers out of sheer desperation) are utilizing all the malefic forces they can muster against Sathya Sai Baba. Their foulest force is Sanjay Dadlani and now they must suffer the stain of disgrace by keeping his association.

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